i realise something... my blog sounds very sad... hahaha... but nvm... it's nice... =) so long nvr blog liao... lost my blogging skills... nvm... hehex. 02:53 p.m. Tuesday, June 10, 2003 just came back from the training course... =) learnt quite alot... yeas. 02:11 a.m. Saturday, June 7, 2003 it's been so long since i last went online... cos my modem gave me alot of problems... o wells... now at sop's hse... really wanna stay at ochard hotel instead... but... o wells... camp was great! im so blessed by all the teachings... wow... really impactful! really looking forward to tmr's camp... argh!!! really yearn for it manx... but dunno wad to say to mom... and somemore on sunday im going for unit cg... really puzzles me... and alot of things need to bring which i dunno wad... feeling supa disorganised... o wells... ye mei shen me... think i shall spent qt... feeling:: down...
listening to:: lord i give u my heart.

You're a Diamond. You seem like a cold and an
unreachable person outside, yet you are
beautiful inside and outside. You may be
stubborn at times. You act with grace and
elegance and you are a precious asset to all
your friends.
What Jewel Are You?
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Season Fairies
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What Season Are You Like? (With Pictures)
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Your season is Fall! You are usually a follower
among your friends but seem to keep it together
by your being there. Your always the one
people would go to for advice. You are the
social butterfly, funny, easy to get along with
but have a bad temper if you get frustrated or
stressed.
What season are you?(Anime-related)
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you are the winter fairy... she's quiet and hardly
ever mad at others she's sweet and kind and
always gets her way because of it
which seasonal fairy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla or not?? wells... so this is it aint it? o wells... if tt's the case... thn... wadever lor. haix... things werent suppose to be this way... wassit? but... i guess it's part of God's plan... thn again URGHHH!!! it's so disturbing... why not just forget abt it huh? not really worth it after all... =) if u all are wondering... im just irritated cos my pie didnt seem to turn out the way i wanted it. hax... rite... feeling:: neutral
listening to:: my own guitar's string

You're too tired to be bothered with smiling,but
you're too nice to be really mean when people
are annoying you.You look tired,but you at
least try to seem happy.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Sheesh, another fangirl. Well, I dont blame you.
How can any woman resist a sexy body, and the
ruggedness that is Wolverine? Hes a loner by
nature, a heavy drinker, and is plagued by
memories of his past...or lack thereof. It may
take time to work your way into his heart, but
when you do, he'll do anything for his woman.
Just be careful, he has a tendency to stab
people in his sleep. ^_^;;
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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eww... so gross... wad can i say... really... wad can i say... all of us still care and love u... hai... next saturday... u said... see u there... really? i said. is that a promise from u? really love the way things used to be... hai.. but i guess we have to move on rite? but still i miss u... i noe.. it's hard to go back to the way things used to be... it just didnt seem the same animore... and it isnt. rmb the times we had together? the shopping trips? that time we took 159 together? the counselling? even the consoling? u said u dowanna leave... but... it's not us u're leaving issit? it's God... wad can i say? i am sad. and i miss u... feeling:: sad
listening to:: jump festival [final fantasy X]

You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.
What Matrix Person Are You?
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WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU?
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You are the Figher Femme
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
brought to you by Quizilla i wonder... issit a dream? or issit... real? hai.. as much as i want it... i still miss the old times... love her so much... really really do. and i miss her. but it's still the same God im serving... with or w/o her. God's kingdom has to go on... but.. it just doesnt feel the same animore... someone who i m close to. i must find my strength... God... i pray... so very hard... that God... hold me close... so very close. so many things is happening... so suddenly.. wad can i say? how shld i feel? wadever it may be... God i promise u ... this... yes. feeling:: betrayed listening to:: sniffing of my nose wah... so irritating... did my 2.4 on wednesday... and u noe wad??! -sidetrack abit- i got in 5th in my class! thn again my class not sports class so like... er.. ok lor. budden my timing was 13.46 min!! which is pretty well off for me cos usually my timing was 14.10. -coming back to topic- i was so hot after it... and abit frustrated cos i smell sho sour... i swung my head to get my specs off and of cos my specs came off lar... and fell on the track.. on which it bounced... thn my frend's hand accidentally ya1 ta1 thn!!! i stepped on it lightly!!! accidentally oso lar. thn whn i took it up to wear i realised it went outta shape.. i mean kidna duh lar... hehex... im changing specs... soon i hope... getting tinted ones... in the meanwhile getting contacts oso. cant stand tilted vision...

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You Can Talk to Animals!
What's Your Magic Power?
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The kingdom of God is within you!
What Bible verse is your life's theme song?
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You are Ephesians.
Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by Quizilla ripped this off wynnie's blog who ripped it off ethan's blog.. haha ::10 may 03:: .:11:49 p.m:. everything went on so well during service... sad though... my mom didnt get to see it. hai... mayb if she did she'd change her mindset abt my church and the pple i hang out wif... it's ok man! my life is a testimony to her... and tt's more than enough if i do it well. =) hai... really want to see thm coming to noe the lord... thn saturday i'd go for my service and they will go for theirs on sunday... such beautiful picture. hai... nah if i sound sad or anithing... no hahax no im not sad... just feeling calm and peaceful. the events on stage was great. i like the music presentation the colours of the wind... so sweet thou i dun quite see the link to mom's day. but nevertheless it's beautiful. the dance was corny and nice. drama was good too! =) the atmosphere was so luxerious... and dreamy... eh? abit like hw im feeling now... dreamy.. -.- tmr's mom's day... it's gonna be just another day cos my mom's working... and i cant believe it... hm.. actually i can lar cos she works every sunday. and is off every saturday... so's like i hardly get to see my mom... o wells.. may not haf the quantity time but let's make it a quality time everytime i spent time wif my mom. =) hahax. applying pj's teachings. aniwaex... i just read this little (actually very long) love story... dunno why i even bother cos i nvr really liked ani love story. (except mine... wif Jesus.) it was lame... but still it's nice and very beautiful. the backgrnd music was nice too... final fantasy... jump festival. =) http://www.geocities.com/cabucojuice/sad.htm makes me wanna go learn keyboaard... but like so chim... the music makes me go dreamy and just so ahh... and tt story oso... which makes me think... mayb i'd enjoy r&j. typical sad love story. aniwaes... the song is on my site hahha. yupps. hai... somehw links me back to God's love... that one who loved another so dearly gave up everything for her and yet in return she thot he didnt love her... aint it like hw God gave his all to us and yet... we in return nvr truly understood God's love for us? aint it ironic? if it hurts one who loved... doesnt it hurt God more? becos He loves us so much more than anione on the surface of this earth can ever? it's so sweet.. so warm.. thou i had not yet understand the fullness of his love i do love him.. in a way no words can describe. hai... sound so drama... but this is really hw i feel.. [feeling] .dreamy.peaceful.loved. [listening to] .jump festival. disappeared from blogging for a few er... days? or weeks not sure. but HERE I AM AGAIN!!! muahaha... hai... God... i want it. i want it. no not for the fame. not for my leader. not so that i can boast abt myself or anithing... but just cos... you're worth it. feeling:: sleepy mentally... eyes wide awake...bt convicted. listening to:: a place called grace. hm... this is my new blog.